I feel the strong urge to vent here. Ramble, speak my heart out... Just a little at least, and speak my mind about this masterpiece I just played/experienced and how it made me feel.
First of all, I needed to say, I am not a person that's been too into these topics and stuff in movies, games, or any sort of form of entertainment.
Which topics? Well, family trauma, mental illness, religion, and homosexuality as a whole, I have considered myself quite conservative... But, this time I loved it, I changed my view... Heck, I kinda felt myself quite confused about everything I know, I felt drawn to the characters in some way...
What does this mean? That these characters were written so perfectly, and made me feel different about them... In a way that's so far from the usual:
"Oh, damn, that's another character who has issues and all, yup... I have to sympathize with them! Oh, look, they are struggling, and things are going against them! OH NO!"
Instead, this made me really... REALLY intrigued about them, and made me sympathize with them, understand their struggles, and FEEL their emotions on a deeper level... (like a certain video games I played 8 years ago in November and last December...) (Shout out to my "RDR2" / "Dispatch" gang out there, love u all <3). In a way that almost made me cry or made me feel like I was somehow projecting myself in them... This also means that the story was written in a way that very few stories have in the past 6 to 8 years (Masterpiece IMO).
I know I can't really share this with anyone; family doesn't care about these things, I don't have friends, my brother doesn't share the same liking for these things I really love or like, like these games, or topics at all, and too god damn ashamed of sharing stuff like this with anyone besides random people on the internet.
But still, I want to say, I loved it deeply. More than anything I have experienced recently, I loved it!
The route I played was focused on Theo and probably won't replay, since this was my "big time", at least in the next 5 or 9 months. *If* I do happen to replay...
Why would I not replay? Seeing that damn last scene between Theo and the Protagonist nestled really close under the moonlight really made something in my stupid brain snap.
Spoiler end
Let me break it down for you:
I felt sad, but whole, like when you're so excited about doing something you have had in your mind for a long time, the high you get when you're performing it, or achieving it, the adrenaline, the tiredness, the highs and lows, the joy, the feel of your heart beating hard and so fast... But also the emptiness when you did it, the void in your mind, brain, and heart, the lack of emotion for anything, the numbness... Of knowing that there isn't going to be another "Big time." Like the one you experienced, not another high... Not like that one.
And I hope I can get over these emotions, over these feelings, knowing that the high of experiencing the "Big time" of this game is gone for now that it's over...
I wish the creators the best with their projects. If they have new projects after this is done, or if they are planning them, it doesn't matter. I wish you all the best!
With all my love -Random internet dude.
PhonicComet479
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duddddd This is sad, I mean, amazing, but sad, it's tough and it happens to all of us...
So, be honest to yourselves... if you all don't really feel *it* when looking at this project? Then do what's best for you all.
Remember to stay safe, always... drink water, take of yourselves, of each other.
Happy freaking 2026!
(Late, but still!)
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necesitas abrir el "Archivo" que está abajo del juego , borras la segunda línea del texto (en el block de notas) lo cierras das en guardar y pasas las carpetas faltantes de el juego a la versión en ESP (lo que son el sistema, sonido, graficos ETC.) (no se debe pasar todo, solo las carpetas que no se encuentren dentro de la carpeta del juego en español ya que si se pasa otra cosa el juego seguirá en inglés)
Para aquellos que no sepan cambiar el idioma unicamente hagan lo siguiente:
necesitan abrir el "Archivo" que está abajo del juego , borran la segunda línea del texto (en el block de notas) lo cierras das en guardar y pasas las carpetas faltantes de el juego a la versión en ESP (lo que son el sistema, sonido, graficos) (no se debe pasar todo, solo las carpetas que no se encuentren dentro de la carpeta del juego en español)